Saturday, January 17, 2015

I remember Homeless at 14 years of age. I had been in this group home for a few months in LA, I went to Chrenshaw high school any way. I use to recieve bus tokens every day to take the bus to school but decided to save all my bus tokens for weekened activities and walk above two miles to school every morning and walked home that evening, well one evening I got in the car with strangers (two men), being fast kind of i mean there was no one telling me not to, my intire child hood I had been in placement (fostercare). I got in the car with the strangers and they took me to this house, I did drink and they,and four more of thier friends gang raped me and left me me for dead they say I was beat up you could tell it was me, I was dropped off on the group home porch, I woke up in the hospital any way I did live, but every knew where the group home was so when i turned the two men in, after the police told me it was my fault for dressing like a slut, they went to jail but the remaining rapist remember there were 6 were still at large. they started threatening my life, the other group home girls were so scare they'ed made life hard for me there and i never did grieve I think , any ways i ran away, I felt alone and scared and misunderstood alone! so I dont remember all of what i did for about a months time but I remember sleeping under a stair well in the rain dirty and so scare to get caught under there I remember the rain and my tear like fell in rhyme! I remember one day I was so hungry I  keep fainting in would take a few  steps and faint, I was trying to get to burger king to get me a burger some one had given me a dollar. but I would get up off the ground, and then faint get up off the ground it took all the strength in me to make it there. i did get that hamburger. a few days later i was hungry sitting on a cerb on Chrenshaw blvd, by this corner store any it was very late, this older man came up tome and asked me if I was hungry, yes he asked if I wanted to go mc Donald yes. come on he says, you think I would have learned my lesson but he drives me to Mcdonalds, while we were in the drive threw he asked how old I was, 14, where were my parents? i don't know. he said i would bring you home with me but my wife would never understand, What do you want? Big mac combo, any while grabbing my food he said do you realize how bad you smell, I didnt say anything. He said I cant imagine whats happen to you but turn yourself in. You need to get off these streets. I thanked him for my food and did just that. I ate my food on the corb yall. I used a pay phone back when they had them and called the police told them my name. while i was in the cop car they talked about me like i was there we been looking for her for while, no they weren't lol, we thought she was dead, they hoped so no paper work, man she smells. how long has she been out there. I was on the streets for about 6 months, for some reason I dont remember all that happen but Yah (God) kept one memory in tacked that stair well, and that rain. Thanks for listening!!!!

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